Past

i miss you

i remember back the day when i was a little girl playing in the castle

the castle, your big wood house

a place i played day and night every time i went there

Kampung Buloh, still fresh in memories

i used to like to go there

My late grandmother who we called Mokwe.

She's a fierce one, but kind in the hearts

loves everyone. 

she's gone now. almost 2 years.

today, i miss you again and tears start to fall down 

rambutan, duku, chicken, veggies

peeking at the gap on the floor looking down at the chicken

climbing the trees, afraid if snakes come out of nowhere

congkak outside the house with cousins

sayur air keladi, ikan masak singgang, pulut

at night, sleep with you

so much things i can't remember

God, it seems i forgot all of this things

i forgot how i used to be happy

i forgot my childhood there

i forgot how innocence i used to be

now all of those things, i miss all

i miss how happy i am used to be

and now, i don't even know what i'm gonna say to you

because me is now not the little girl i used to be

i'm deadly ashamed of what i did now. i'm sorry

Emptiness

Skipping classes

Alone in the bedroom

Wasting money

Smoking alot

Doing nothing

Man, what is gotten into me

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Befday Sue

Hello ! :)

Dah lama aku tak update blog ni. Hoho i'm lazy and i know it. i'm sexy and i know it.

Kbai.

So, kira kira dah sebulan aku start kolej balik. SEM 2 ! wohoo. senior la konon. Haktuihhhh

Macam macam laa dengan kelas baru budak baru buku baru setan baru. Hm. Awesome -,-

Awkward dengan budak kelas. Ada yang poyo. ada yg duk sengih sengih macam kerang busuk

nasib baik diorang tu manusia.

Ish, Low battery. Bergegar gegar pulakk. Ah so k. Aku tengah tunggu si wong ni yekk yekk. dah nak setengah jam beliau kat atas tu. Tunggu tunggu tungguuuuu. Haha.

so yang nak diceritain di sini sebenarnya Befday housemate aku niiii. SUUUUUUE. Ni beliau.

masa awal awal bawak dia ke padang. she did not suspect anything

So befday dia jatuh pada 31 bulan 1 dan 2012

beliau sudah berumur hmm 22 tahun tapi still perghh awet muda

so here some pictures on that day

kitorang buat surprise kat dia. Hehehehe. Padan muka semua kena mandi tepung

waiting for the guys, put up a silly face

nicely shoot ! didn't see that one coming

crying for help.

cheeseeeeeee

because me too clean, they target on me -,-

yeah walking home with the bad smell